Tuesday, January 23, 2024

January 2024

I spent about three weeks in a mental hospital in December before Christmas. I did not think it was right to put me away and fought to advocate for myself to get out. I went to a hearing about how long they could hold me there involuntarily. I spoke for myself and answered a court-appointed lawyer’s questions. I do not believe I look slow. I did not prove I was totally normal and do not go around telling the world that I am anyway like some people. 

I listen to soothing nightingale calls and brooks running on youtube these days. I am seeing a therapist that I do not think helps me. I just do not have the freedom to do otherwise. I am talking more with my friend from high school. I am not going back to college. It always was too hard and I believe it systemically made white people look smarter. The high prices at WalMart are not too high for white people. The lack of free public housing is not a problem for white people that do not need that much public assistance. There is more than enough grounds to sue WalMart on the grounds of the Civil Rights Acts of 1964 and 1991 since all their food is left out to spoil and they do not accept the VSP eye insurance many black people can afford. Food with milk, eggs, or sugar like bread and cereal need to be refrigerated. WalMart is where a lot of black people get their groceries because they have lower prices. I hope someone will start a class action lawsuit against some of these organizations that are grossly negligent against minorities that I can join without looking like I have a lot of money when I don’t. 

I never go to my dentist anymore since they put an electric toothbrush in my mouth they plug into the wall with a big power cord. It could electrocute me and the mint toothpaste has a mint candy flavor or sugar in it that can rot your teeth. Somebody should sue them. I am not working but I normally would not have to with free housing so I do not have to give out my personal information to a lot of strangers when job searching. You do not need this information unless I get hired. Job searching has never been safe.