Monday, April 17, 2023

I Decide My Destiny

People who are famous and live in a big house look like they are advertising that they are a hoe. Somebody with rape them and steal and their money, but everyone has to know who they are. I am not sure if the children in foster care are just wanted criminals that escape the system by hiding out that way. It is not safe to live near foster families. You could be wearing a mask and wig that looks so real and being earning your academy award everyday. 

No body really knows what Will Smith looks like. When he gets off the camera, he takes that shit off his face. What if he has an elaborate makeup job like Mrs. Doubtfire? 

Being born into a slow family that misspells their French name and does not know how to pronounce it could be the safest way to go. I never worked, I never earned a lot of money someone would steal. Black people that live in the projects on government assistance in big cities like NY or LA look less like hoes. They don’t got no money of their own to steal. Somebody white who has so much money paid everything, they don’t look attractive or smart, and they do not even know they if they are smart. They ain’t running for office ever going to make their own fortune if that would shoot them straight to the top of a porn star career. They is just struggling in them streets, and they got the best chance of staying free.

I do not think I will live long. I just take one day at a time. No one believes I was homeless, and I do not know why I was homeless for so long. I do not know why they always just drove by me when I should have been killed. Sometimes I wonder what they thought to keep driving by. Maybe it was make a good plot for a book. I wish I knew. I shouldn’t be alive. I slept every night and woke up rested. I only took bird baths and never washed my clothes, but I smelled like I did. I stayed to see miracles. It was so miraculous. I through old clothes that were worn when they had holes, but they sure smelled dry cleaned.

Maybe they were scared of me. I should have been dead and stayed away. 

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